There comes a day when you will need to Accept the fact that things have changed.  You Believe in God and still all you want to do sometimes is Cry.  You will Discover that for things to improve, eventually you need to Engage your Faith in a new way.  Go get the Help you need from Jesus!!  Invite the Holy Spirit to bring forth the Joy of your salvation.  Keep your heart warm with the Love of Jesus.  Manage your emotions.  Never give up.  Let the Lord Order your footsteps.  Pray in the Quite place of your heart.  Release your pain and Surrender to His love.  In Time, you will Understand.  God will Work on your behalf. Let God’s word X-ray your soul.  No matter what, God loves You!! Now rest. Zzzz.